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Yesterday with siokyit's birthday.
We went to her house to celebrate with her, but because of our lessons, we went there at a very late time. Ate steamboat, then open present. I guess she got a real shock because things that we gave her, is extremely creative.
Will upload the pictures and videos up soon.

Today was rather, ordinary.
nothing interesting happened. Except that, i realise our class bond is still not as strong yet. Lets work harder. :)
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Today, was a day filled with emotions.
Went to bugis with sisters after school today, and got a mickey mouse necklace, while sisters bought new year clothings, and etc.

Emotional time is during the bus ride home, i also don't know why.

Tomorrow is Siokyit's birthday and is also the day that we are suppose to hand in our F&N task analysis. Hope there will be no problems tomorrow, and everyone will remember to do his/her work.

I'm off to sleep, will update pictures soon :)
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Had this blog up, to keep away from those people that i don't want them to see this blog, because its rather private. I just wanna keep it within the few of my friends, ok?

Life, just seemed to be so wonderful, full of joy, yet.. sometimes, sorrow still fill us.

Heard something from yk that day, " Dont you think its amazing? I know you now, but actually i dont know you."

This sentence got stuck in my head for quite a few days already, life is really just so amazing. Knowing people from all walks of life, different part of the country. However, in the past few days, i've lost 2 loved friends. 1 came back, but not as close already. First is boy, 2nd is durian, 3rd is tim.

I've lost boy. i dont know why. He just left me out of a sudden, that night, when he smsed me those words. It really hurt me, and he is ignoring me like crazy now. Its just so impossible for him to come back now, because he has someone else with him now, and i doubt he needs me anymore. hais, quite sad, cause i used to share all my secrets and problems with him. When i cry, he will always be there with me. Now? No more..

Durian came back, but i believe the love, care and concern he used to shower me, is gone already. I disappointed him that day, by saying those words. I know i hurt him, by the way he talk to me. ._. im so sorry durian. I hope we will be as close as the past. Those times when we got crazy just by scolding people. Forgive me please.

Tim, i ~~haven't~~ been talking to him for the past few weeks. I disappointed him so much, by saying those words to him that day. sigh~ , i wonder what happened to me. Im so sorry tim, i know i've hurt you, like so much.

Things have been getting on fine with me and zx. Hope things will get better. <3
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