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Vesak Day today.
& tomorrow will be back to intensive chinese periods. I hate.

This is the cakeeeeeeeeeeee.

My niece's door gift. (:

The Sunday Times (straits time) 18/5/08.

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Have been slogging real hard these days. Hoping for an A1 when i get back my chinese O level results in August. *prays hard.
I was home today. As usual, chinese allllll the way.
I want all A1s for all my subjects.

For myself,
& for my little gifts that i will be having.

1) 3D apple cake. 3kg-$230
2) Laptop. $2000
3) A treat from BenSng.
4) 18 Year old birthday Party.
5) $100 from Kailin.
6) Your one whole day accompany.

7) Who still wants to give me anything? (:

All those above, are actually my rewards if i manage to get 6points for O'levels, except point (3). I am really going to study so hard, 10 times harder than i did for N levels. I believe in putting hard work.
I don't wanna disappoint so many people pin their hopes on me.

Anyway,
Indonesia Sumatra Earthquake.

Earthquake Details * Magnitude 5.9
Coordinates of Epicentre 1.65° North 99.18° East
Estimated Depth 11.0 km
Location NORTHERN SUMATERA
Approximately 500km W of Singapore
250km S of Medan, Sumatra, Indonesia
Date/Time of detection 19 May 2008 at 10:26PM (Singapore Time)

I really think that the world is going to end soon.
Yanling says that she is going to bring a bottle of water to school everyday, and a packet of biscuit. She scared Earthquake might fall upon us anytime.

I really think so. Im afraid too. Thats why I'm trying to love my mum and dad more. I'm very very afraid that there's no more chance for me liao.
Please God, Save the world. No more casualties, no more deaths, no more injured. Please. No more. I don't want to be sad, I dont want to cry anymore. Please.

Hannah and Tzewen also, so many things happening. Hais.

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I saw him yesterday.
看见你的背影，仿佛是看见了从前的我们。
你对我说的话，我忘不了。

第一次，刚认识你的时候：
我们是多么多么的甜蜜，
记得在秋千上，我们大喊着自己的愿望。
我说：我要快乐。
你说：我要你做我的女朋友。

就这样，我们在一起了。
因为是第一个恋情，我一个人也没提过。

也所以，当我们分开的时候，
我也只能默默地承受。

昨天，看见你的时候，我差一点人不出来。
你变了，变成了另外一个人了。
我知道你已经变成了一个我真的爱的人，
我很感动，真的。
但是，我没有办法原谅你。
或许，你能说我已经原谅你了，但是，
是不能在一起了。

看见你的时候，
你给了我你最灿烂的笑容。
你走向前的时候，我看着你，笑了。
可是，我的心跳得很厉害。
不知怎么搞地，像是我们刚认识的那个时候。
我说：hello. 你好吗？
你说：我很好。你呢？
我说：过得比以前还要好。
你说：那就好。

其实，你不知道，
这些年，一点也不好过。

你说：上次跟你讲的东西，你记得吗？
我说：什么？忘记了。
你说：给我多一次机会好吗？

我愣住了。
我避开了那个问题。

我说：对不起，我要走了。妈妈要来了。
我便匆匆的离去。

你知道我的心是那么的痛吗。
我想，你是不晓得。
嗨。我爱你。

I cant bring myself to leave you for good. its still good to have you by my side lingering sometimes. I love you bran, I really do. if only time can turn back, will you ever disappoint me again? Will you leave me?
I hope the answer is No. Please say no. If I were to ever ask such a question in the future.
Bran, i love you.