disintegrate

- B&F in SP
- 6 points for 'o's
- Someone
- Outing With:
> Tanya AGAIN :D
> Hannah AGAIN :D
> CangNing
> TzeWen AGAIN :D
> Terry
> BenSng
> Shery
------- Motivation List for 'O's. 1) 3D apple cake. 3kg-$230
2) Laptop. $2000
3) A treat from BenSng.
4) 18 Year old birthday Party.
5) $100 from Kailin.
6) Your one whole day accompany.
7) Kbox treat from Hannah&Tze
8) Tanya from Tanya.
9) Crystal Jade from Shery.

10) Anymore?

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In life, there's often ups and downs.
Mine is, today.

I was moody since the beginning of the day, obviously, its due to my surroundings.
It did not start well, like my normal days would be.
Ohwells.
I have been trying my very best to put up the smile in front of them, but somehow, sometimes i failed, and i got neglected. Im definitely not trying to complain or whatsoever, im just trying to make it noticeable, make them aware, that im actually suffering, right before their eyes.

Studies, i'm like a failure in this aspect of life. Studies.
From express, to Normal Acad. I suck, totally.
It really irks me, and my heart will start to break whenever i see all my friends, graduating to Junior colleges and polytechnics, some ITE. Im totally lying if i were to tell you one day,
"Hey! how have you been? Im absolutely fine in Secondary school. " Now i tell you, im lying.

I'm not feeling at the least bit, GOOD. Or whatever. my mum goes around telling people, my daughter doing O level, so naturally, people will think.

Olevel to Secondary 4 to Express to
~~Smart~~

This is like the most natural thing. and I hate it.

I hate everything pertaining to life.

EVERY SINGLE THING

What made me worse was,
Faris made me remember of those 'fond' memories in the past. Those that i really hate alot. I don't want to remember all of them. But i won't blame him, because he don't know anything. ohwells, Sigh.

I hate it. So much.
Get lost will you.

Give me a kick someone, and wake me up.
I hate life,
I feel that im just escaping from reality.

fuck off.