disintegrate

rate

She and I live in the same area, used to have a same boyfriend,
she betrayed me once and now, asking for forgiveness.

She has a boyfriend currently, whom might treat her well. This person is her first love, and might be her last.
They broke up due to his mum, and her mum too, didn't allow. Now, she has a boyfriend, who dote and love her.

What about me?

She broke me and him up. And we couldn't be together.
That totally remind me of the past, and a year ago, when he asked me to return to his side.
You took away my happiness for three years, THREE whole years. I couldn't forgive you for that. Now, I can never trust any one, anymore. At least not any random guys. All because of YOU. Even if I were to forgive you now, we ~~can~~not be friends again.

I tell you now, clearly here.
You = You
Me = Me
There's no 'WE'

To the him, her past, as well as mine.:

& To the him, who have broken my heart right from the start of the 4 years:

& To the same him, who left me all alone in Singapore, and you Australia:

I know you and her broke up, soon after that incident.

I know that you chased after me after i ran down that 20 o' steps of stairs.

I also know that you were waiting for me all the while when you were in Auzy.

Well, I have forgave you my dear.

But, its definitely not enough for us to be together again.

I don't know if you are reading this or not,

because whenever i'm on the phone with you, you will always know what i need, and how am i feeling.

I don't know.

Thanks for always being my angel, but.

I'm sorry.

From, your once beloved.

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杨宗纬-洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情