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Sighh D:

Liying is not very happy today.
Life just seemed to move so fast.
And it moved away just in a flash.

Liying is from Planet MARS. I love wierd people, & love wierd doings. However, I disliked people like, for EXAMPLE Shixian.
I remember in the past, I used to like you alot. I use the word ' used to ' because, Its already in the past. Now I know, all that you have tried to do to me. Toying my feelings, Playing with me. HAHAHA. I thought that i was blind to love you then. LOL. Really blind. :)
Anyway, if you happen to read this post, which is like ALMOST impossible, then, HAHA. Please stop trying to hurt girls by playing with their feelings, when they really treated you with all their heart. Treat your girlf well okay, don't make her sad. Like how you used to treat me.
Somehow, i got to know alot of things that I wanted to know that time. Now I understand and will never ever go into the same path like how I used to again. I don't want to be called stupid or blind again. HAHA. Anyway, Byebye to you. I think I'll never talk to you again.

Actuaally, I got very angry after hearing all these, but nevertheless, i shall remain calm like how I got in the past. HAHA. Attempting suicide, and stuffs is not the method for me to settle relationships problems already. Anyway, I think I'm really stupid. D:

A lesson I will forever remember.

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On the lighter note, March holiday is finally here. I am so happy, yet, got afraid.
Happy, because i can have a week to rest, and catch up with studies.
Afraid, because this goes to show that O level is approaching.
HAHA. I don't really want to care so much about other stuffs already. Now i know studying SHALL be my priority, and will continue to be :D

Ohyea, Shery girl got injured when she went for a run today. Aww, and she suffered quite terrible injuries. She wanted to show me the pictures of her injuries but i declined. Should be very gross i suppose. HAHA. Anyway, she have to be wheelbounded for the entire March holiday, and its quite sad. D:

Well well anyway, I think that life had gotten me so far. 17 years I have been living in this world. I think that everyone have their purpose of living. As for me, I will appreciate my life very much, especially that i nearly lost my life due to the narrowing of my airway 2days ago. :)
Alright, I think I shall stop here, and stop ranting about my problems already.
I'm so going to make my holiday a fruitful one!

I have so many things to do!
- Holiday assignments
- Outing with Hannah&Tanya on Tuesday
- Wed history IP coaching
- Thurs chemistoy IP coaching
- Cousin's birthday party
- Going out shopping with sisters - F&N coursework
- Catching up with Maths and Physics!

WOW, so much things to fill my wholeeeee March holidays. :D
Alright, Have fun during your holidays. :D

Well well, I know that I'm so in love with you, but I just can't make it known. Too bad, maybe thats the only fate that we have. So ya. Heaven has our arrangements made. Let fate decide. My ~~beloved~~ friend.

cheeros,