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I'VE HAD ENOUGH
"If you din score well for your 1st term(commontest), i'm going to whack you and confiscate your handphone. I don't care if you want to file a police report or not, i'm already warning you, & you better make sure you don't fail any of your subjects. I know you all not happy, but i don't care." - storms off angrily said my dad.

~~WHAT THE FUCK.~~
This is my reply to your 'threaten'.
-If you din score well for your 1st term(commontest), i'm going to whack you and confiscate your handphone. Its abusing okay. noob.

-I don't care if you want to file a police report or not, i'm already warning you, & you better make sure you don't fail any of your subjects. Count yourself my father.I already started common test, Not only you DID NOT enoourage me, you still say this type of things to me, want whack come lor. & pls la. Mum is already unwell. You know i won't file any report. Sucker.

-I know you all not happy Yes i'm really not happy lor. With your ~~fucked up~~ attitude

-but i don't care I know you don't care, if you care, you wont be even mentioning about the drop from Express to Normal Academic. If you care, you won't be forcing your daughter to get her grades, despite her trying fucking hard to. I've put in alot of effort in this term's common test & this is what i've got from you.

" Want to learn from her is it, one year of her life. here got one life example for you to see how stupid is she, you all don't want to learn is it? " you said this to my sisters just now.

So this is what you want? Despise me to the core already la. Does it mean that i need to give up on my studies and let you do whatever things you want to do to me? Isn't it worse if you force me to study last year, and i flunked my O levels, ending up in a super terrible school, super terrible course den you happy is it. nb.

Mum too, have been saying that i've made her lose face, because I i demoted to Na, I mean, whats the big deal about it. I know mum meant well, she want me to study hard to let her earn back all her 'face' and 'dignity' that she had lost to my relatives and her friends. I will study hard, and will not disappoint you mum. You know i meant what i say.

Enough of the complains,
6papers down,2 more to go
History was kinda tough today, & i think i'm going to flunk it terribly. -sigh. I believed i've put in much effort for the past 2 years, especially on history, but every year i'm still flunking it. What is this.
Physics, i think i can pass, but, it will not be a good pass. Its kinda tough, and according to Doreen, those questions were in Tenyearseries, but we haven got our book yet. So yea. its bad.

Enough of grievances,
I know its time to study real hard already, & studying is rather important.
AHH
i just remembered, F&N coursework(research) is due on 29Febuary, which means i only have a week to do.
ARGHH

On the lighter note, i've bought 2 books today from popular, & it costed me $26 for both books. HAHA. cheap right. Its under discount now, so yea, grab your book now. :D
One is The Escape, the other is One night stand.

Tomorrow is Chemistry paper,& here i go.
off to study.

When the time had came, I only have the courage to stay by you, but i cannot bring myself to

tell you, how i feel for you. Well, the time might not be up yet. or maybe, this is not love.

hais.